Raw Life and play on idols names

not gonna lie life has been pure raw like them papers i use to strap my draw depression constantly trying to knock at my door and when he's visited always left feeling ragged and sore no need to say more cos i need another basis for a bar always in hope that i could take this shit far whether straight lyrics or just general writing but like the majority of my inspirations id rather it have substance than be just some hype ting but i think my flows of and i definitely cant sing and its hard to convince others when u yourself dont think u can win cos im my own worst enemy like trump id love to slap the orange of that cunt sorry for the slight diversion but like the dup with the backstop for him i have nothing but aversion and though she tries to hide it may is basically the female version of the same person i mean its funny this bitches name is may wondering if her parents named her that cos they knew in her personal life oh may i is something she'd never have to say now politically heavily relying on those three words to stop her plans going astray talking of astray thats where these bars have gone and im thinking opposite of what lowkey said it looks good written down but wouldnt make it as a song i mean i think it looks good but feel free peeps to tell me im wrong like the scum that got that toddler to hit that bong i mean even if its just words worth pondering but never good enough for a song then me doing this wont of turned out to just be a long i mean id love to make some p and make something of myself but iv lived to 40 with never any kind of wealth and always had that self defeatest vibe to my mental health that fuck it if this dont go nowhere as long as it gets respect from certain brare and at least some enjoyment from just being out there i really dont care i mean hope would be nice but its not something iv really ever had but now with a lil girl that fact after 30 odd years is starting to drive me mad i dont want her to live her whole life feeling sad she deserves better than a dad who worries about each red letter but now again writing this im thinking d where is this really gonna get ya see again there the brain goes depressed and starts to sink want a new path for my rhymes so exscuse me while i have another smoke and another drink

just like that new thoughts for my bars play on words of some of those i think of as stars right now check this like mic i'll always be righteous no matter how reckless but i try and keep it lowkey cos i dont roll with a deep mobb just me and my bro got my back if need be but i wanna be frank and race is nothing to me so lets not be pendatic we both english and both a bit frantic jump back across the atlantic u know our cousins across the pond for a lot of us hip hop is our biggest bond which the true technique i hope will always stay immortal wordplay and the power to make u thoughtful and love those who bust a rhyme and take u back to a time like i can picture when i heard my first ice t line But our war won't end, Til all wars cease Colors walkman in ears standing with samuel and dean my secondary brothers stayed together as if we was of the soul but only sadly till the end of school if u think u know me now cos u knew me then ur a fool that was secondary school 1st year of 6th form id aleady started to change to the point in american terms i might as well of been a college dropout yeah i aint ashamed to shout that before he went fucking loops i felt west back then i mean some of his early production as well lets not pretend especially if like me u love not just that gansta rap but u love what gets called backpack like theres them peoples called dilated like my pupils and no ones related to me how beautiful this struggle can be than talib kweli and recently thanks to a friend iv found the wisdom of the ocean a brother making waves not just going through the motions starting to feel emotions kick in so my apologises if i end up letting off like a klashnekoff shout out to my dad to late did i realize maybe hard love but he always had my back should of realised that when i was a skinnyman before i was fat trying to tell my thoughts to behave but his name was dave like a young don i respect from one of my old south west ends those haters that wanna rearrange the last word and send thinking u aint shit round here u bellend well yeah not ever claiming to be top g and due to true beatings from more than a friend i knew what pain was so starting beef was never my trend but bopped them streets pre fine arse rachel and her friends then about the same time as so solid i started to deliver to places some of the other drivers would say no boss and shiver place affectionally known as shitlock, arndale high rises a big man i aint trying to claim no prizes but only ever backed down when was faced with a gat or a knife and even then i only thought a pizza werent worth my life stupidly when it came to my float i always said i was willing to take that hit to my chest or my boat thinking back dam i was lucky so many situations could of got mucky oh shit just thought of another estate yellow brick now its late im drunk and i feel a bit sick but feel i need to stick with it while im feeling the burning of this wick but i cant blame the drink its the amount iv allowed myself to sink cos its top notch cardhu gold reserve single malt and like akalas fire in the booths i cant find a single fault dam yeah im starting to feel buggy but while im still here shout out to bugzy fuck those haters who wanna bitch about how it seems he wants that manny throne all to his own come on peeps catch up his name is bugzy malone expand ur listening right now im listening to beast corps come back to me and let me know ur thoughts cos when comes to hip hop i love all sorts except this mumble rap to me that shits more than whack why would i wanna listen to what sounds like someone spitting while sucking on a sack wish i was famous enough to have bitches like migos try come back lets be honest in clear discernibale wordplay there is no battle and as evidenced in the budden vid u only move in a herd like cattle i mean who else thought they looked like a kid chucking a rattle when they was hit with the critisicm pussies u cant even talk let alone having lyriscism