Mostly Hate/Pain

Yeah I know what it means to have a family that causes you bare hurt and causes you bare pain But you know when it comes to it you still love them the same Apart from the man with no name Forgiveness ready to be given by some They want this shit as buried and done But for me that's not how it runs I'll pass that shit on to my son's Cos me and you will never again be down Your one of the main reasons why I'm hardly ever busting a smile yet I'm always busting a frown And I ain't gonna lie one of the things that made turn to drink just to get these thoughts to drown It ain't ever a jest My thought process always pushing my brain to the point of a test Please give me a second to hold my breath Before I do it and mention his name it's ..... Yeah right jokes you ain't getting no mention But at least I've hopefully got your attention To me your on a red card for life ie on a permanent suspension If you ever tried to offer me peace trust your getting more than just rejection No homo shit but fuck you up to the point my bloods pumping and might get a slight erection U might be thinking that's strange Is this braer deranged Trust me i love my pussy and that's never gonna change But if your life has ever been at risk Or you've ever had to balls something and run pretty brisk It makes your blood pump Like a junkie as he hits that pipe or injects that junk It'll circulate round your whole body And trust it's the same when you wade into somebody When you cause them pain And trust me on your face my fists are ready to drop like rain To the point your bloods flowing like a flood Your floundering your drowning And it's no stabbing prick it's a pounding You don't even realise to me how good this shits sounding Cos that pain you caused me mentally I'm willing to pay it back physically Timesd about 20 see That means you've died an extra 19 times Cos what you did to me made me die inside I'm finally saying this cos for to long I've hidden behind my pride Are you hearing what I'm saying For to many nights in my life have i been laying Thinking bout how you and a few others if i could get away with it I'd be happy slaying Leaving you fuckers dead Man like me got two favourite colours there baby blue and red I'm slightly educated and slightly well read But ain't no neek and ain't no dickhead From this rhyme you can gather that hates a strong feeling It can give you a burst of strength and anger or just leave you standing there reeling If I'd ever owned a gat your head would of been the first i would of been peeling I've tried to move this rhyme away from you But out of the all fucked up shit in my life what you did was the biggest thing that made me blue Thing is it just didn't make me sad What you did fucked up the rest the rest of my life are you feeling glad Your timing my gcse years are you fucking mad But then you've only ever cared about yourself The world would be a much better of place if yourself gratification was manifested in free wealth And I'm cracking up cos i hear your in bad health So if you are dying and you are near the end I'll see you in hell my ex uncle my ex friend