Mind. Friend or Enemy

Sitting here thinking about my hates sadness and fears Eyes sore from the shedding of tears How do you let a feeling go when you've felt it for years When it's as much apart of you as your blood and your bones Those thoughts I've had when sitting on my own And when your minds like mine you can be surrounded by loved ones and still feel like your all alone And your mind can be like your worst enemy or like your best friend And the fucked up thing is no matter how you get along your stuck together till the end If we could split the good thoughts from the bad that's something we'd all love to straight down the middle rend In other words a separation of thoughts we'd all love to tear Strip the bad thoughts from your mind bare Even better I'd like to manifest them to a physical form infront of me and see who would look away first from a stare But if you ever feeling fed up with life Trust me there's not any bookies that would take odds on there not being anyone going through more sadness going through more strife So think of that before you think of your wrist and start thinking of a knife And if you like me and self harm ain't your thing You'd much rather get angry and smash someone's head in Unless you kill or cripple it's you who doing time and them who win But back to my first point there ain't many feelings stronger than hate And remember it weren't me that put my head in this state But With a daughter on the way to do something now is just to bate